Different Story

We position ourselves off track now
Last year was a different story
And somehow
Even if you did such wrong
I still see you in decorative glory

Last summer I greeted the season with a smile so true
But this one I'd rather escape
Last summer you were attached to me like I was to you
Yet here I am, wondering
Why I received this miserable fate

I watch the sun
It used to shine so bright for me
What we had finished before it begun
The sky was blue and now it's painted the dullest grey
If this season is full of liberty...

Why am I locked away?
I am in need of rose tinted glasses
And not just this day...
But all days
I've dealt with too many winter memories

I've dealt with so many clashes
I stare at clouds rotating in the sky
I wish to be as high as them
I know you're as far in life....
As I see the clouds that sway

I'm aware the flowers bloom
While they wilt and die for myself...
Alone
So lonesome
This summer it may be warm

The bees may swarm
This summer maybe whatever
But it'll never....
Be...
What I want without you to visibly see