I'm dead

Drinking alcahol day and night
Having smoke after smokes as the time goes by
Nothing to live for anymore
He is gone,
Photos as memories
past is the past
Now not knowing what to do anymore
The blade in my hands not knowing what i'm doing
now the blood runs down my skin drips on the floor
the smokes on the table
The Bottle of alcahol in my hands dropped
Glass now all over the floor
falling to the ground ,
Laying on alcahol, Glass
Not being able to move
Blood going everyone
and before you know it
I'm dead.