My monsters now

Hear these words I declare
But you'll never care
About what I do
Or what I say
I hope you relize that I was never okay
My love is gone
Only hatred in this song
All I can do is scream
Can't escape this horrid dream
But yet I smile even though it's fake
You should see the effort It takes
"do you hate me" I shout
Oh god there's no way out
Not just one but a thousand lies
Little by little more of me dies
So those who think they care please stand
Smile if you can
Now please take a bow
Cuz you are my monsters now
Only one more question to ask
This will also be a task..

Will you please put that gun to my head
Cuz you won't hear a word I said