My Eternity

My eyes are heavy
My limbs are weak
I want to sleep
But my mind wont let me

Silent but loud screams
No on seems to hear but me
My throat is dry
I want to die
But i cant seem to close my eyes

My breathing ragged
Layin here, wrists barely bandaged
My heart feels so broken and jagged

There is no sunlight
All this pain feels so right
This blood flows only around the midnight

All these jokes, all these lies
All these stupid whens and whys
I hate them, they all hate me
I hope i rest for all eternity