another day

That girl
the one with all the guys
The fake
The one all the others despise
but what no one knows about her
is she is dying
on the inside
just wanting to stap playing run and hide
she is scared
of what people will say
They might laugh and call her gay
she will have no friends
her parents will not buy her a mercedes bends
i know this
because im her
my life is fucked up
waiting to diy by my death cup
people dont care they just want a close up
but its time to end the play
lets stop pretending
i can not last another day
i take a bow the crowd stands
my hands are sweating
i take off the mask
but still no one sees
im relieved and go back to the play
ill try again another day