Counting Down

Inside my anger build up
I dont want to fight
So i tell my self to give up

Outside im smiling
But your so blind
To see that im lying
Because inside im dying

You frustrate me to extreme
It all builds up
To the point i want to scream

I stand in the rain
You drive my insane
Why cant you see
That your killing me

My body is weak
My heart is sore
Your like a parasite
Eating at my core

Tell me im stupid
Tell me im weak
But dont you realize
Your causing me to bleed

All these years
My heart is drowning
All in its own crimson tears

You say stop this gloom
Stop this doom
But its only a matter of time
Before my mind goes boom

I stand here speakin
You sit there hearin
But what will it take
To make you listen

You burn my heart
You tear my soul
Waiting for the day
That im finally hollow

Does it matter
Do you see
That you mean so much to me

I love you so much
It kills me inside
Im counting the seconds
Till i finally die