Counting Down
Inside my anger build up
I dont want to fight
So i tell my self to give up
Outside im smiling
But your so blind
To see that im lying
Because inside im dying
You frustrate me to extreme
It all builds up
To the point i want to scream
I stand in the rain
You drive my insane
Why cant you see
That your killing me
My body is weak
My heart is sore
Your like a parasite
Eating at my core
Tell me im stupid
Tell me im weak
But dont you realize
Your causing me to bleed
All these years
My heart is drowning
All in its own crimson tears
You say stop this gloom
Stop this doom
But its only a matter of time
Before my mind goes boom
I stand here speakin
You sit there hearin
But what will it take
To make you listen
You burn my heart
You tear my soul
Waiting for the day
That im finally hollow
Does it matter
Do you see
That you mean so much to me
I love you so much
It kills me inside
Im counting the seconds
Till i finally die
I dont want to fight
So i tell my self to give up
Outside im smiling
But your so blind
To see that im lying
Because inside im dying
You frustrate me to extreme
It all builds up
To the point i want to scream
I stand in the rain
You drive my insane
Why cant you see
That your killing me
My body is weak
My heart is sore
Your like a parasite
Eating at my core
Tell me im stupid
Tell me im weak
But dont you realize
Your causing me to bleed
All these years
My heart is drowning
All in its own crimson tears
You say stop this gloom
Stop this doom
But its only a matter of time
Before my mind goes boom
I stand here speakin
You sit there hearin
But what will it take
To make you listen
You burn my heart
You tear my soul
Waiting for the day
That im finally hollow
Does it matter
Do you see
That you mean so much to me
I love you so much
It kills me inside
Im counting the seconds
Till i finally die