Leaving It All

This isnt me I'm not this girl.
I shoudlnt have to feel this way.
I dont belong, I'm not in the right place.
I want to change but something always denys me the chance.
He is gone, she has plans diffrent from mine.
I can see it clealry what I want, but how do I leave.
This place has been my home.
my safe zone, everything I needed.
But there has to be the time when its just not right anymore.
so I'm gonna get up and leave today.
and when you see me you will hope it was yesterday.