Story of a girl in Love

we haven't talked for a while,
have i done something wrong?
are you getting tired of me?
with you is where i belong.

i try to do what's best for you,
your heart is more important than mine.
i'll kill my own if it means yours is safe.
then i'll turn to you and say i'm fine.

i'm starting to feel the pain again,
it just won't go away.
but i think it's only because
you might leave me astray

you mean so much to me,
i hope i mean something to you.
i'd do anything to hold your hand
just for a moment or two.

so if you ever read this,
know that i am here.
i don't want you to leave me
that is my only fear.