Alter Ego

Here she is
The queen bee of the black sea
The depressed person you see in me
My fucking alter ego

Liar is her only name
Killing me is how she plays the game
One you call my life
'Cause she's the one picking up the knife

She's the one who soaks up all the hate
She believes everyone says it straight
And these harsh words aren't a lie
She's the reason that I cry

She tells me I'm ugly and fat too
Says I'm not good enough for him or you
Tries to tell me all their love is fake
And they just keep me around to watch me shake

She drives me to edge of a cliff
Where one of us is going to end our lives
Her harsh words or my soft cry
 She just wants to watch me try

And I know everything she says isn't true
But it's like I'm in between the words of her and you
Who do I chose, hate or love
Can I fly away from my problems like a fearless dove