He Doesn't Even Know

It seems to me
That he doesn't know
Or remember me.
I sit close to him everyday;
third period and everyday
His eyes slide right past me.
We used to talk everyday and now
And now I can't even say 'hi'
without turning into a ripe tomato.
He doesn't even act like he knows me.
He doesn't act like he has ever known me.
EVER.
That's what hurts the most.
And that's how I came to this cruel realization.
He walked right past me.
Didn't look.
And I swore to myself that today was the day.
The day I was gonna try.
I was gonna try and try until I made it comfortable.
I cannot believe I was so blind.
So naive!!!
I cannot believe I believed the lies everyone told me.
Oh why.
Why did I have to like HIM.
Why him.
Why not someone good for me.
he doesn't realize how much I lust for him.
But I guess he never will.
I guess I'll just have to move on.