Maybe

Maybe it's to late for me
Not for you but for me
I've always been behind
I just hope my friends stay with me I already lost one
Never bothered me I have others
She was changing anyways
Maybe it's too late
You know that song?
Never too late?
It's more than likely always too late
At least for me it always is
But whatever I'm not trying to kill my self
I don't want to die
Never want to
It's a scary thought
Sometimes other thoughts are scarier
I don't want to be in pain
Burning? Nope not that
Aching? Sometimes
Stabbing? Possibly if it's bad enough
I don't like those feelings they hurt
Never fun
Maybe I'm just screwed up
Maybe I shouldn't be here
Maybe this will kill me
Maybe...