How much

i sit in my classroom
staring out of the window
missing you like you wouldn't know
i wish that we could be together
but it's not happening anytime soon
i have tried messaging you
i tried calling
you didn't reply
nor did you answer
then i found out that
there was another girl
it hurt me to my soul
and for while and i hated you for it
but i have no choice but to
pick up the broken pieces of my life
and move on
it will be long and rough but
that's a risk i am willing to take