Broken inside.

Who was I kidding when I though you could ever love me. I wanted to believe you even when everyone warned me. They told me this would happen. I wanted to believe you'd never hurt me, but i was wrong to think that. How could you? When you broke my heart I was alone babysitting, I had to be strong even though I wanted to die. If my sisters hadn't been there I would've taken my life. All because you lied. But I still love you. I don't know why! What's wrong with me, you keep hurting me. I can't get over the pain. But yet I can say I love you. Every morning when I wake up your on my mind. Every night when I go to bed your still there. How do I end this?! It hurts. I cry all the time. Just hearing your name kills me.