God, let it be over

When everything is wrong how am I supposed to focus on what’s right?

Is there anything left that’s right with me?

I’m falling apart before you’re very eyes yet you are blind to it all.

I sit here and cry, begging to the world to just let me go.

There’s too much pain that even time cannot erase.

Should I go or should I stay?

That is the question.

I’m so tired of fighting.

I wish I could just slip away.

This is too much for my weak soul.

It’s breaking me down day by day, minute by minute.

How much more can I take?

This is my worst nightmare.

The battle is being lost.

I am failing at my own life.

God, just let this be over.