I'm too tired to fight
I can barely breathe
My very life is on the line
This should have been a celebration
Instead I only feel sad
Salty tears are threatening to fall
And my heart is aching
I'm leaving my friends and my safety
It will all be gone in just a few hours
I'm trying depseratley to hold on but being saved is just out of reach
I tried to climb the hill but I only slipped and fell
Darkness is smothering me, destiny suffocating me
There's a bandage on my arm and still I crave release
This is a nightmare
I've lived here for two weeks and still I am hopeless
There is no change in my condition
I can feel myself slipping away
Everything just feels the same
There has been no miracle for me
I'm so sorry to disappoint you, to cause you any toruble, but this is my fate
I'm too tired to fight anymore
My very life is on the line
This should have been a celebration
Instead I only feel sad
Salty tears are threatening to fall
And my heart is aching
I'm leaving my friends and my safety
It will all be gone in just a few hours
I'm trying depseratley to hold on but being saved is just out of reach
I tried to climb the hill but I only slipped and fell
Darkness is smothering me, destiny suffocating me
There's a bandage on my arm and still I crave release
This is a nightmare
I've lived here for two weeks and still I am hopeless
There is no change in my condition
I can feel myself slipping away
Everything just feels the same
There has been no miracle for me
I'm so sorry to disappoint you, to cause you any toruble, but this is my fate
I'm too tired to fight anymore
♠ ♠ ♠
Written the day I left the mental hospital