I'm too tired to fight

I can barely breathe

My very life is on the line

This should have been a celebration

Instead I only feel sad

Salty tears are threatening to fall

And my heart is aching

I'm leaving my friends and my safety

It will all be gone in just a few hours

I'm trying depseratley to hold on but being saved is just out of reach

I tried to climb the hill but I only slipped and fell

Darkness is smothering me, destiny suffocating me

There's a bandage on my arm and still I crave release

This is a nightmare

I've lived here for two weeks and still I am hopeless

There is no change in my condition

I can feel myself slipping away

Everything just feels the same

There has been no miracle for me

I'm so sorry to disappoint you, to cause you any toruble, but this is my fate

I'm too tired to fight anymore
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Written the day I left the mental hospital