Stronger Than Before

No longer am I so insecure to have hard feelings.
No longer am I one to cling onto memories for an excuse.

No longer will I be jealous of friends finding others.
No longer will I be one to ramble only about my issues.

No longer shall I pity this life of mine.
No longer shall I think of ideation of suicide.

I will feel as if through all these years I’ve grown stronger.
I will feel as if I’ve changed but have always been me.

I will feel that life can be fatalistic for the sake of maturation.
I will feel that life can be a journey for the evolution of the soul.

I will feel as though there are those to tell me off for good reason.
I will feel as though considering other views is a sign of growth.

Never again will I ignore the feelings of my friends.
Never again will I think they’ve left me behind, I’m alone for a reason.

Never again will I believe I’ve got nothing to say.
Never will I believe I’ve got no strength.

Never again will I give up my values.
Never again will I feel as alone as I claim.

I will believe that I can be there for friends to talk to.
I will believe that I am someone who can try.

I will believe that my bad and good emotions were not right or wrong.
I will believe that my feelings were what kept me holding onto them.

I will believe that I am stronger than before.
I will believe that I can find relief that I seek within me.