Uncertainty

There was a girl,
Who once had the temptation,
To kiss her best friend on the cheek.
She sat in a chair, next to her friend
And felt her mind push herself towards her.
Moving closer...
Then realizing she was doing something wrong.
What in the world I'm I doing!?
Shouting within her mind.

Never told anybody,
That sometimes she feels a feeling
Deeper than friendship,
For one other person.

She's not sure what she'll be in the end,
All there is... Is a confusing bend
Throughout all her feelings.
She thinks about guys,
Not really a surprise.
Although, she likes shonen-ai & shojo-ai.
She's lost and confused, she doesn't know why.

Could it be that I just love my closest friends sisterly?
Or is it just something part of me?
She thinks to herself, her mind filled with uncertainty....