Eternal Darkness

To stare into the darkness, I realize that I truly am alone. Without a love or the internal happiness I seek. When I look into my eyes own I see a soul that looks as though it has reached it's end. Sadness, hurt,sorrow, anger, hatred, every human emotion fills it all at once. The darkness will become my home, only because I have no place to travel to. Who want a person with a broken soul.
If I see a light in my darkness I will choose not to follow it, it will only lead me to more sorrow, trouble, and sadness. Staring into the darkness I could slowly feel strong hands removing the blades that had appeared on my wrists. I couldn't see the hand only feel them. However I also feel the darkness overwhelming them until their gone. The blades return to my hands taking them I place them on my wrists. I still stare into the darkness as they begin creep closer to my wrist, I feel poised but I don't do anything to stop the feeling, but it's nothing compared to the pain I already feel. Many time I feel the strong hands overwhelming my body but it is always taken over by the darkness. The wounds never get a chance to heal. When the blood begins to pour from me, I finally feel warmth , falling to my knees into a pool of blood. Happy. Now I lie in the place where I belong my eternal darkness.