Study of The Inner Anatomy Part I

Don't care.
If only I could just not care about it, about anything.
Ignore it.
Just ignore it.
Wishing constantly I could do so, that I could pretend it never happened.

But...

Why won't it work?
Only for so long does it muffle the noises and screams.
It's becoming impossible, impossible to breath.
Too much to hold in.
I feel, that like a bubble, the day will come.
The day when I burst.