A Blanket of Sunshine, A Raincloud of Guilt

A boy so happy, so happy he is,
Cries tonight. He cries for love, for selfishness, sorrow.
He dies tonight.

Pain he feels, nothing but pain inside.
Disappointed in himself.
This crime he commits,
It is on himself, and on love,
And they do not deserve it.

So happy he is with the
Love of his life; his heart belongs to her.
But Love is not complete, no, it does not work,
So let that be the end of it.

This boy, He meets Beauty and
Falls in love once again,
Hoping that this time he won't
Break a bone in his decend.
Beauty shows it's loving side, and
Fills his heart with joy, no more depression.

The bond between these two is
Inseperatable, yes, this is true love,
And what better way to complete this love
Than with marriage?

With Beauty, the Boy is, one strange night.
Oh, love is in the air, but not for long.
A Stranger. A Stranger calls, the Boy listens.
But this is no stranger, no, this is
The love of his life: His Love.

"No, why did she have to call?"
"I missed her voice..."
"She ruined my life."
"I miss her..."
"I hate you, go away!"
"I love her..."
"She hurt me."
"I want her..."
...His thoughts are like none others'

But this doesn't stop the Boy from sharing
The good news. He explains, she hears, and she will go.
His Love is happy, or so it seems,
But inside she is dying;
She dies tonight.
Because remembering all the good times they had together
Is the reason why she called on this love-filled night.

Did I not say that Beauty doesn't know..?

Days go on, the Day comes,
The Special Day where love completes itself.
There the Boy stands, so small he seems.
He waits for Beauty to meet him, to
Join his side and complete him.
He waits, she comes, appearing as beautiful as
Beauty possesses. Let the pain begin...

To hold her hand, oh, to hold her hand,
Is like heaven in a bottle.
As the ceremony continues, He notices His Love.
His Love sees him and smiles that
Angelic smile He loves, in which
Freezes time, bends the laws of physics,
And brings Him to life.

...And he remembers everything:
Her smile, her laugh, her voice, her touch,
How good it felt when they made love,
The butterflies he got when they were together,
And how incomplete he was without her.

"...I can't do this."
His thoughts are like none other.

Time flashers back to existence,
Physics is once again the enemy,
And his life is not his own.

The Question, the most important question,
Brought him back to Earth.
He looks at the awaiting Officiant,
Then turns to his awaiting bride,
Then looks to his love one last time,
And the expression on her face
Changed his life forever.

"I can't do this," He thinks, but the words
Come out as "I'm sorry...I'm so sorry,"
And thus, leads Him to flee the crime scene.

A Boy so happy, so happy he is not,
Cries tonight. Torn between two,
He cries for love, hate, selfishness, and sorrow.
A Boy dies tonight, because He
Can't endure the pain.
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I wrote this Epic poem about 3 monthz ago. I'm sorry itz so long! Itz my first one, so I dont know if itz good...