This boy

This boy stutters when he wants to say no
This boys has wanted to let go 
They say "that boys a liar, don't you see?"
I just wish this boy loved me

This boy puts up a fight
Keeps me up crying all night
I listen to his tears
As he admits all his fears

This boy isn't afraid
To tell you what he made
A monster in disguise
I wish this boy would realize what he can't realize

This boy is a lover
It's all under cover
He doesn't care what eats him alive
Even if its the reason he won't survive

He is my best friend
Always there till the end
He lies to make you feel good
He brings out the positives in a fu**ed up childhood

I hope this boy never leaves
But you can tell he wants to, the way he grieves
I know I'm selfish to want him to stay
But if you met him you'd feel the same way