This is My Pain

I trusted you, I loved you but I still was cast away
I know you said sorry and you didn’t want to hurt me
But that doesn’t stop the sorrow welling inside my heart
I could never ever forget you but back from you I may

To forgive and forget I could never apply to you
For I will always be here for you regardless of
Whether or not I’m your friend or boyfriend at the time
As I will always love you and that I cannot undo

I’m sorry for making you upset
I’m sorry for not saying hello
I’m sorry for not giving you a hug today
I’m sorry for being shallow

I would have changed if I knew what was wrong
But I didn’t find out till it was far too late
I didn’t know how to react
So I ran until my heart took all it could take

I’m not sure how to act around you
I don’t know how long that will take
But I’ll still be here if you need me
I’ll still be here for your sake

I’m not sure how to vent right so all I do is run
I know it looks painful and sore
But that’s all I have ever done

I couldn’t change it if I wanted
So I’ll stick with it till the end
I hope you might see this as right
I hope you understand

I know you need me as a friend right now
So I’ll try my best to suit
I know you want some space right now
With that I won’t refute