D.M.P.

July 27, 1995
You breathed your first breath, 
Opening those beautiful
Chocolate brown eyes.
Appearing so adorable
With your babyish nose.

Such a delightful baby
Who over the years,
Slowly but surely, 
Was turning into the charming person
You are today.
 
I can gaze at you for hours,
Days.
Never becoming disinterested 
At the sight I see.

Your brown flowing hair,
How it falls on your head.
Your compulsion to brush it
Any chance you are able to
Is amusing.

Your lips-
the way they protect that astonishing smile-
You never show.

The direction your eyebrows lay,
Never showing mayhem.

And your nose-
that nose with the freckle on the left nostril. 
The petit one that wiggled so adorably-
Oh how I love that nose.

I would devour you. 
Nom nom on your pale skin.
My actions should flatter you
(considering I prefer not eating beautiful creatures such as yourself)

My love for you,
My feelings,
They are ineffable.

Just saying
"you make me happy"
Is not enough. 
You make me more than
"happy."

I cannot imagine my life without you. 
I would have no life
Because you are my life.
You are what I live for now.

Baby
You are my everything:
My sunshine on a cloudy day
My best friend
My love
My oxygen I breathe
My special little secret.

My favorite secret.

Everyday we are together
I would act the same
Way. 
Smiling so goofily 
Squealing and giggling.
Expressing my emotions 
Like I never have
Before being with
You.

We can get through anything.
We will get through anything.
I will make you all better in the end,
Even if it annihilates me.

I have never felt like this with anyone
But you.
Nor do I want to feel this way with anyone
But you.
And I never will.

You shaped me into 
A stronger person
By making me weak.
I feel like I can overcome
Multiple things,
Except losing you.

The strong barrier
That shielded people from
Really seeing me
Crumbled to pieces
Only for you.

You know everything about me
And then yet you are still here,
Thank you.

I will never judge you, 
I will simply speak the truth.

No matter what happens
I will always be here for you, babe.
I am never going to desert you.
I can't.

I love you,
In love.
A never ending type of love thing,
Ya know?
I couldn't ask for a better person
To hold my heart
Right next to theirs.

Baby,
I love you.
With all my heart.
Forever and always.
Together forever.

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