Let my Body Decay

I've been searching for miles and miles
Just to escape my mind for a while
Because my thoughts are grotesque and vial
And I'm starting to hate myself

I'm losing self love and alone with self thought
I'm starting to wake up someone I'm not
I love you more than myself, though that's not a lot
My inner voice begins to yell

This tune, the one that wanders around in my mind
It's the blood on my knuckles, that urges me to fight
The heat between our bodies, that keeps us warm at night
It's the tune I hear inside my head, when I don't feel alright

If I die let my body decay
Leave me out for the world's dismay
When I die it will be in vein
And I won't even need a cross

These voices have simply become too loud
I need a way to let them out
Please save me from my self doubt
I know I hear you in the back of my thoughts

This tune, the one that wanders around in my mind
It's the blood on my knuckles, that urges me to fight
The heat between our bodies, on a freezing night
It's this tune I heard inside my head, that almost saved my life