sleeplessness

These constant thoughts
Running my life
Keep me up
To the late hours of the morning
I used to sleep all day
And party all night
How I don’t know what to do
These thoughts raceing
Keep me awake
No sleep
Days on ends
Too tired to care
Thoughts bending to shake off
The bad thoughts
The ones that scare me so very much
Don’t give up I tell myself
Your so much stronger then this
Im really not
By myself when I need someone
Please tell me this
Why cant I feel
That happy bliss
You tell me im important
You tell me you love me
But im just some girl
Some tired unhappy girl
Please somebody help me please