Losing My Grip 10-11-10

i'm at a loss for words
i've lost my touch and now it hurts
a shell of myself
what am i now
i need to regain my thoughts somehow
if you were me
then you could see how dark it is in front of me
there's no light here
there never is
it causes some to lose the will to live
will i hit that point of no return
its a cold place, will i crash and burn