Solar Love 11-8-10

my heart beats for one
a love intense as the sun
my pulse stops as your love dies
silence intensifies our cries
allowing them to be heard
significance in one word
why am i this way
tied to her night and day
at first i'm fine
but then i'm blind
binded by the thought
i rot because of what i sought
i wish to find that love again
its always there around the bend
if i had looked i would have seen
what was right in front of me
but i murdered love
sought for help from above
no answer as always
a continuation of dark days
light no longer exist
yet it is missed
my shallowest thoughts remain deep
isn't that what you seek
a blank slate
answer-less state
no question exists if no answers are there
my fate we shall not share