Let It Die 12-10-10

i will allow myself to be dragged down, just for the success.
you can see what its like to have your heart torn from your chest.
when i'm happy it kills you
my smiles send chills too.
i like the fact that i'm alive brings you pain.
my presence drives you insane
effects like a chain reaction.
lights camera action
its my time to shine.
lost in your hate, no love shall i find.
its okay i'm done. you can say that you've won.
but who's better off. think of what you've lost
and at what cost.
the choice of death on the table before me.
erase the fact that you no longer adore me.
your false love continues to bore me.
love in general is now myth.
for those who knew it will not miss it.