Your face

My body is shaking. My hands are cold.
I have all the same thoughts. They all scare me to death.
I've paid the price for your mistakes. I was told to stay away.
I did what i was told. My heart was bonding as i said my goodbyes.
I remeber you told me we were going to be forver. How could you lie to my face.
I have all these words hidden in plain view.
The word alive doesnt make that much sense to me these days.
But if i had you i could live...Nah i dont believe that either...I would die.
My body is shaking. My hands are cold.
My thoughts have been changing slowly. They are staring to scare me more.
I need to find something to replace them. They need to go away.
I'm like a sad song you here on your best friend's ipod when they just got dumped.
You cant believe i never said i couldnt walk away.
I cant stay here and watch you fade and watch you change.
I cant replace you and i will never try to.
But now my dreams have been smashed and my tears are going crazy.
But now its time to get over your face.