Today is your last day (part two)

I sit on my own
A noise in the wild
Staring at Walls
Don't worry it's mild

Hey bitch
Did you miss me
Were was we
Daggers
Candles
Tears
Screams
Aha
I remember

Look at my arms
Can you see these dirty red marks
This dirty White scars
You did this to me, you
Now its my turn

I slice your thigh,
Thats one
I slice your ankle
Two
I slice your knees 
Three
I slice your arms
Four

Hurts doesn't it
See what you brought me to
The depths that I travelled
The food I threw up
The blood that I spilt
The life's I have torn
Why should they be happy when I can't

The voices still haunt me
Delusions
Hallucinations
hypnagogic imaginings

I want this to end slowly
But it's so tempting to cut you
To stab you
To bleed you
Destroy your life stream 

I place my hands on your cuts
Blood covers my fingers
Oh the look
So delightful 
So magical
It lingers

Fingers at my mouth
Crimson red joy down my throat

But for now you sleep
My pretty
My darling
Sweet child of someones
I wonder
What would your mama think
If only she knew
The pain and the torture
That you put me through.