Fear of Disappointment

I stand alone, facing my fears,
I'm stuck in the spot light, like a deer.
I'm ashamed to admit it,
But I fear disappointment.
The look in their eyes,
It's something I've always despised,
And to this day it makes me want to cry.
I always do my best,
To try and stand the test.
But even that fails,
It's the reason I started biting my nails.
It may be a bad habit, but so is fear,
I can feel it as it draws near.
The look in their eyes,
The pain inside,
It all makes me want to die.
Please, save me from my fears... From myself
Please, don't leave me hanging on the shelf.