choices.

I had a choice to make
and although both were equal
I chose you.

Yet now you rarely talk.
you barely have 5 seconds
even though you say you want more time.

You talk to others more than me
take the time to read everything they say
and Im left in the dark.

Its hurting.
Its painful.
but if its what you want
then take it.

I'd give up everything
for just one more minute
for just one last apology.

I had a choice to make
and both were just so great
but in the end I picked you.

Now I wonder if I did something wrong
I've told you nothing but the truth
not hidden a single lie.

Yet it feels like your leaving me
your leaving me in the dark right now

Its painful
It hurts
but I can't seem to reach you.

You barely speak two words anymore
every whisper holds a venom I cant place
I want to know whats wrong
why wont you tell me.

If your leaving me
then please
I beg of you
just leave.

Dont torment me
dont play around
dont tell me you love me,
if the words arent true.

Im hurt
Im sad
but I'd give anything
for just one more minute.

you seem to have all the time in the world
for everyone else but me.
it feels like your leaving me in the dark.

Im begging
Im pleading
Just give me an answer.

Are you staying?
Are you leaving?

is it selfish that I want to know?
I know it was selfish of me
to run to someone else when I was hurt...
but how can I run to you?
When you arent there....

Please I beg of you
tell me what to do,
tell me what to say
to keep you here.

Im sick of worrying
spending late nights awake
just to hear that your safe.

If I could have just five minutes
just a few short moments
I would have but one question to ask.

Is it over?

I need an answer
I cant stand this torture.
If your leaving then just say so.
push me out of your life if its your wish.

But dont leave me stranded
dont leave me guessing.
I'm begging you.

Please quell my fears
or make them come true
just dont leave my gut to rot
thinking about your answer.

For everytime your here
you seem so far away now
you seem to have time for everyone else
yet I have to fight for five more minutes.

I've told you every truth
every detail
I havent said a lie.
Please. Ive been honest.
Why can;t you be honest with me?

I love you.

Please...
I beg you...
Please just tell me
wether your here to stay
or if your going to go away.

Whatever your decision.
Please.
I dont know what to say.
Just let me know
so I can smile or cry
and fight past which ever answer
you decide to give.