Why?

My family thinks I'm a good kid,
Yet i do bad things.
Why do i do them?
I don't know,
the feeling i get when i do something bad is excellerating,
Like my own personal drug,
like i've tried it and now im hooked,
never happy unless i have that feeling.
Yet while im doing these bad things,
I ask myself Why?
I have no answer except,
the feeling of that drug.
I cant stop,
no i can't and never will.