Dreamless sleep

endless thoughts running through my head
dreaming sleep mends words left unsaid
avoiding a life I didnt want to live
how much more pain is left to give

(so take your speed and skip your sleep
cause for now these words I'll keep
so smoke your weed and drift asleep
painful memories arent worth the keep [x2] )

running into walls I can not see
because I refused to fall asleep
sit up straight, open your eyes
I'll never give in to dreaming lies

(....)

Ive lost my way
no way out
I lost my truth
faithless doubt
loosing my mind
staying awake
walking dead
skipping ahead
towards death
fell asleep
just before
that last breath