Sister, Sister

Looking up to you
Is what I’m supposed
To do

Growing up like you
Is what I’m supposed
To do

Wanting to be
Just like you
Is what I should
Want to do

Wanting to be
Just like you
I should
But I don’t

Pretty,
Smart,
Caring,
Skinny,
Beautiful

All of those
And none

Taking away the pain
You do not

Causing the pain
You succeed

Every moment
Is laid to rest
Every memory
Is filled with hate

You made me smile
And made me cry
You made me happy
And made me mad

You made a choice
And I’m paying
The price

You made your decision
And I’m living
The hell

You never listen
And I’m the
Bad guy

You’re the perfect daughter
And we’re all
In the wrong

You should care
For me
But

You’d rather care
For yourself

You made our mother
Cry
You made your sister
Cry
You made your family
Cry
By the choices
You’ve made

I should want
To be like you
But
All I want
Is to be

Nothing like you