Endless Misery

You watch the fire burn in me 
Words turning into pity
I'm sorry but I should be leaving early
I can't watch my emotions kill you slowly 

I can't bear to see what I'm doing to you
I'm killing the only person who sees things at my view
The only person who knows what's wrong with me
Who knows how strong I can be

You can't believe me when I say
Everything's gonna be ok
You see right past the white lies 
You hear my hidden cries

You say everything's going to be ok
It's like you know what to say to get me through the day
But sometimes I wish I could help you
It would be nice after everything you do

What If I told you all I want to do is die
Why do you listen to the tears I cry
When in the end you know I'm gonna pick up a knife
And end this pathetic attempt at life