I Think I Fell In Love With A Ghost
Sleepless nights,
Lonely dreams,
One night stands repeated in my head,
Through my heart,
Across my eyes,
I often find myself asking why...
Why do i care if i lose a few limbs?
Why do i care if my soul sells out like a late night concert at
a broken down opera hall?
Thats where all the magic is born right?
Thats where all the life starts,
The death begins,
The cycle is broken into bits
And pieces....
Nothing more and nothing i wanted - thats what you gave to me..
Heart pounding deep thoating anger in my core,
Fucking and screwing with me in every twisted way it can,
I thought i fell in love with you,
But i think I fell in love with a ghost,
Serenade me until your tongue bleeds,
Bite me and smell my skin,
The dead skin you'll soon be forced to eat,
No hope for your future,
Sunk deep in this bloody tub,
This is all I've ever known,....
Since we fell in love...
Now the clock struck 3 AM
And look who's at the gate,
The Man, the Entity,
The Man with fire on his face has come to congragulate me,
He wants to shake your hand,
To conduct the ceremony,
And let you die with me,
In this tar pit of dead snakes,
Against your will you move your hands,
That i have held with sharpened knives,
Knives and Pens,
Blood and Ink stain the walls now,
My heart pinned to the wall as you slowly walk away,
My body lying limp underneath my Unholy Father,
I wished this never happened,
I wished we never opened the book,
That held the answers to the secrets of our lives,
But it was MY life you took,
I thought i had this choice in the bag,
Like a body i had won,
But when i thought you fell in love with me,
I fell in love with a ghost,
Your eyes are unfair,
Your lips are unfair,
Your hands, your arms, your unwashed prick has slowly faded to black,
In this vortex of life and love and gold and dust,
Your demon hides in the back of my mind,
Knawing at my lust,
I really hope you get this letter,
Somewhere in the afterlife,
That I'll be waiting in the same dark corner,
Where you took my life,
With that knife,
With that sound,
With that sound of meaningless tearing and ripping against my open oozing chest,
My heart meant nothing to you,
My body nothing but a vessel for YOUR pain,
I never knew the real world could be this cold,
I traded my freedom,
My dark majesty for you,
I thought i fell in love with a man,
When i fell in love with a ghost...
Lonely dreams,
One night stands repeated in my head,
Through my heart,
Across my eyes,
I often find myself asking why...
Why do i care if i lose a few limbs?
Why do i care if my soul sells out like a late night concert at
a broken down opera hall?
Thats where all the magic is born right?
Thats where all the life starts,
The death begins,
The cycle is broken into bits
And pieces....
Nothing more and nothing i wanted - thats what you gave to me..
Heart pounding deep thoating anger in my core,
Fucking and screwing with me in every twisted way it can,
I thought i fell in love with you,
But i think I fell in love with a ghost,
Serenade me until your tongue bleeds,
Bite me and smell my skin,
The dead skin you'll soon be forced to eat,
No hope for your future,
Sunk deep in this bloody tub,
This is all I've ever known,....
Since we fell in love...
Now the clock struck 3 AM
And look who's at the gate,
The Man, the Entity,
The Man with fire on his face has come to congragulate me,
He wants to shake your hand,
To conduct the ceremony,
And let you die with me,
In this tar pit of dead snakes,
Against your will you move your hands,
That i have held with sharpened knives,
Knives and Pens,
Blood and Ink stain the walls now,
My heart pinned to the wall as you slowly walk away,
My body lying limp underneath my Unholy Father,
I wished this never happened,
I wished we never opened the book,
That held the answers to the secrets of our lives,
But it was MY life you took,
I thought i had this choice in the bag,
Like a body i had won,
But when i thought you fell in love with me,
I fell in love with a ghost,
Your eyes are unfair,
Your lips are unfair,
Your hands, your arms, your unwashed prick has slowly faded to black,
In this vortex of life and love and gold and dust,
Your demon hides in the back of my mind,
Knawing at my lust,
I really hope you get this letter,
Somewhere in the afterlife,
That I'll be waiting in the same dark corner,
Where you took my life,
With that knife,
With that sound,
With that sound of meaningless tearing and ripping against my open oozing chest,
My heart meant nothing to you,
My body nothing but a vessel for YOUR pain,
I never knew the real world could be this cold,
I traded my freedom,
My dark majesty for you,
I thought i fell in love with a man,
When i fell in love with a ghost...