Let Me Burn

You turn me inside out.
The flames of my memories rising on the sides of my
Sight.

You wanted me forever,
You wanted a love to call all yours.
someone always there, never leaving, never changing.
But then you saw my alter personality
And you still loved me?
Maybe you're more insane than me?

I fought for you
Stood for you, hit you, cursed you, and then killed you.
I was burnt years before me met,
Flames licking me away and gone.
Don't blame this all on you,
there's nothing you could've
Done.

We had
no air
butterflies in the stomach.
Before Those
Lies from my mouth.
Lies for them, not you.
But you listened anyways,
And you believed.
But you never left me, No.
You "loved" Me.

Don't make me regret our fading.
We would've been drained and tortured,
if we stayed together.
Now you're free.
Don't you understand?
fly off without me.

We were so fresh at the beginning,
So new.
Caught in a ride of excitement
We weren't ready.
We never were.
And now you're crying a stream I can't fix,
Fuck it, I'll take another sniff.
What happened to us?

You break me down
fiber by fiber
feeling by feeling.
Don't you miss me,
Baby.
Don't you even dare.

My emotions mix my thoughts,
I'm so tired of thinking.
(make me stop thinking.)
You saw me Crystal Clear.
Watching me make mistakes you knew
would burn us down, make us sizzle.

You trapped me in guilt
Caught me in the moments of
Before and After.
Let me drown in my puddles of hate,
and Loathing.
Let the monsters I'm so scared of,
Come and hold me.

And this is what I wanted,
This is what you need.
Leave my self destructive being alone.
Before I start to make you
Burn down too.