You Chose Her

I clutch my heart,
Cause the pain is hurting me.
Is still there,
But you are not.
Life isn't fair.
You made a desicion that I'm tryin' to understand,
I tried when Iwas up all night,
Thinking of your rejection,
Not bothering to wipe tears away...

Didn't you hear?
Hear me, when I was standing on the roof,
Crying out your name.
You know you're the one to blame.
I wish I could,
But I can't,
I can't hate,
You.

I know you'r etryin' to see,
If one day you'd choose her over me.
You're tryin' to save my heart from breaking,
Sorry to say you're too late.
You tore me to pieces,
When you considered a choice in the first place.

But I'll wait...
I've done it so many times before...
I wuldn't walk away,
Maybe because I'm desprate,
Maybe because I love you,
Maybe because you're the one thing I just can't live without.
How could you say,
That I could walk away?
Now?
After so long,
No.

I'll just cry,
My tears belong here.
In my eyes...
And even though it stings,
They're a comfort to me.
I feel wrong,
Thought we were meant to be.
Turns out you were who I obsessed about,
But I wasn't who you wanted.
I wasn't enough.

It's funny how cruel this world can be...
I thought I'd always have you,
But somewhere in between you lost me.
I thought you'd kep your promise,
and blow my tears away...
Turns out I was wrong,
Now I'm doubting if you ever thought me worthy...
Wonder, did you EVER love me?...