Sinned Loved

Rebellion is boiling up inside me,
Eating away what I know is right.
People stare and question what I say.
Every time I answer, I get the same reply.
‘Nobody wants you, you’re a disgrace!
To hell with you and your sinned shame.’

Only hatred and fear has came from this,
Reality has shown me that’s the worlds bliss.

How am I suppose to forget this?
Everyone else reminds me through their eyes.
Love has been lost in all this, in the pool of disgust.
Love has been forgotten about, if it even did exist.

To apologize for what I have done,
Having to feel remorse and regret for it,
And actually mean it when I say it’ll end,
Now there, I would be making another sin.
Keeping up what I’m doing, what I am up is sinning,
So is lying, or so it seems, but people lie everyday.

And what about them? Do they not suffer?

Love cures and gives us strength, even though its fake.
Other than that, without love, you join me,
To burn in hell, for all eternity and infinity.