Her Voice Is Enough... To Make Me Feel Dead

I can't begin to say
Oh no, I can't explain
Just leave me be for the day...
One day I'll break

Let's design my own catastrophe
Create all of my falls
And no one knows, but me...
How come no one else sees...

The way that you abuse
And we know...
No one will see the bruise
They should know it too...

I'm much to calm for this
Oh no, she'll never use her fists
Her voice is enough...

Witnessed by our best friends
But everyone pretends...
Stunning with my words
Getting what you deserve

Another time I'll scream
Is this really what you want from me?!?
To make me hate you?
Do you know that I care for you...

My sister, My blood...
My twin, My love...
You're my other half, but you always do wrong
You always believed this wasn't where you belonged.

How was I supposed to know?
That you hated the world?
That to you my closest friends,
Are just some girls...

You're so nice to them.
So hateful towards me.
Bonded from birth...
Is this what's meant to be?

I know I can't fix things.
Please don't yell...
You only get away with it
Because I'm afraid to tell.

Every words you speak
Let's me know I'm a freak.
Honestly, We're twins...
But your aim is to be my opposite.

I couldn't care any less
You leave me to guess
Where you took my twin
And what you did with her...

I can't look this girl in the eyes...
Without feeling the loathing inside
Someone tell me I don't have to cry.
Someone help me bring my loved one back to life.