good bye

I hate how you're always gone
You never let me say goodbye,
My life shall soon be over soon..
The blade pressed genitally to my skin, ripping holes into the frail moments of reality.
And I'll do it again, to see the glimpse of light, you all call reality.
You never knew that you were the only one i needed.
I'm forever lost in the sea of sorrow that never eases.
the pills slip down my throat down so easy this time.
And still you laugh at me like i'm nothing, pushing me into the dirt and dust on the back burner.
And you said " i love you." this one deserves the ultimate sacrifice.
and as it was written on the walls in the gallons of blood. "Good bye my unfaithful friends Good bye. Reality has set in."