*** The World!

Im not mad at myself, I dont hate myself and I don't blame myself
I just think its fucked up how, no, that the world was created, how
the 'OH SO WONDERFUL GOD' made humans to amuse himself
And I don't hate the way I am but it makes me sick that god would
give me false emotions
Im never sad but i cry
Im never happy but i smile
I don't love but i hurt
I don't like his twisted amusement and I don't like him
My only regret is that I have to live
But make no mistake, I will never die by my own hand