What?

What am I supposed to do?
You left me here today
Causing my heart to turn blue!

What am I supposed to say?
You cried tears today
Because you changed your mind

This awkwardness is taking my breath away
I can't breathe and it's all because of you
You, who said, you love me

My mind is a mess
My body is numb
I tried to fight this feeling
Please just go away

I'm the only one you love?
Fuck you
Cause I know deep inside
It's really not true

I don't know what to say
I took you back
But why?
When you've cut my heart so many times

How can I say
I love you?
How can I say
I hate you?

What happened to us?
When did I disappear?
When did you
Steal me away to oblivion?

I can't sing
I can't write
LOOK at what you've done!
You've consumed me

I can't find myself
Trust me, I've tried
Please just tell me why
I can't even see a beautiful sky

I'm so negative.
Never positive.
Really, tell me!
What have you done?!

I can't believe in myself anymore.
I can't find Sydney
I'm not even sure
If this is all a dream or a nightmare

What happened?
Why doesn't this make any sense?
What happened?