A Broken Soul...

You tore my heart in two...
Like there was nothing else you could do...
Just left me there to bleed,
like it was all okay...

I cried a little bit...
I hurt a little bit...
But what you don't see is,
that I'm not gone..
I'm still here,
standing tall...
Waiting for a different year....

I want you,
only you.
But then you turned into a fool.
I gave you my heart,
you treated it right,
kept your promises...
But then you rolled the dice....

I know I was wrong...
I know I fucked up...
I know I'm not perfect...
But I guess I wasn't enough....

Keep pushing me until I can't take another touch..
See how far it takes to break me completely..
See how far it will take before I'm gone..
My life is nothing,
but a empty shell..
No hope, no love, no destiny...
I have nothing to do,
but cry a pool...

I'm almost at my breaking point...
I thought you loved me...
I thought you wanted me....
I thought I meant something to you...
But I guess I'm just a fool....

Is that all you wanted from me?
Because that's how it seems...
I gave you my heart and soul...
But now I'm just left in the cold...
You probably want someone else,
not this silly clown...

I'm a broken soul in the night...
I only wish you would hold me tight....
I've fallen into a deep dark whole,
And all I feel is the cold..

So I'll slit my wrists,
I'll slit my throat,
All you'll find left is a death note...
I'm the shadow in the night,
crying her fears and frights...
Nothing left,
nothing more,
but blood stains on the flood... </3