The Course Of True Love Never Did Run Smooth.

she's engulfed herself in old bad habits,
old thoughts return to haunt her side.
he's not around to cloud the thoughts from her brain,
and now its him causing all the pain.
she refrains from the big stuff, a littles just enough.
she wants control in her demanding life,
but she holds back from the knife.
she's lost them both, the ones she's never really had,
and now losing them causes her to be sad.
she doesn't care about the 'I love you's' ,
only the "whats wrong?" 's, and the "i miss you" 's.
she doesn't know what to do,
she's done talking, and done with the "I don't know" 's.
she can't talk anymore, because her words have ran out,
now her pretty little head is all full of doubts.
she tries to scream, but it won't leave her mouth,
she tries to cry, but she tears won't leave her eyes.
she wants out, but she can't leave them behind.
she just doesn't know how to make up her mind