Wont let go

That night I cried
cause I know reality
even though I tried
no chance of actuality
oh how I wish it could be
I guess it wasnt ment to be
but theres apart of me
that cant let it be
keeps me holding my breath
until theres none left
I wont let this go
so long I let it grow
and now Im attached
to what Im not matched
so I tried and I tried and still tried
to reach for the moment
but it passed me by
maybe its come time
for a difficult goodbye