Dreaming Love

This vivid dream
Is not how it seems
Such emotion so strong
But woken; all wrong
Mind dazed
Body fazed
Unable to handle
Unable to even light a candle
To the feelings that were felt
The feelings that made me melt
The feelings that were not real
Regardless of the way I feel
Inside
Something died
Disappointment
He was heaven sent
Living in my mind
Oh, if only I could rewind
And pause
Stay there, just 'cause
It feels right
But I can only experience it at night
Only there in his arms
Protected from harm
Such realistic warmth
It was never real at all.