"I Cut"

I'm afraid I'll disappoint you,
I'm afraid you'll hate me,
You wouldn't understand,
You wouldn't see.

I smile,
And watch you turn away,
It's always like this,
The same every day.

I haven't said anything,
About what I do,
I don't know how to put it,
I don't know how to tell you.

"I cut"
If only I could get it out,
Maybe you'd help me,
But why am I full of doubt?

I don't know how you'd react,
I wonder if you'd understand,
If you'd just run away,
Or lend me a helping hand?

I'll just keep it a secret,
Even though I wish you knew,
But for some reason I can't,
I just can't trust you.