One More.

One more beat of my heart
One more murmur that will not stop.
All the secrets are in my hands
I try to stop but I just can't.
People say it's bad for you
Shame overpowers all the truth.
I look in the mirror and I'm drowning down
All the cuts make me feel safe and sound.
When you say my name I disappear
But what you think is what I fear.
I try to be perfect and always stand out
But all the pressure has filled me with so much doubt.
I'm not sure how I want to leave this Earth
You make me feel like I'm less than worth.
All the dreams I have just fade away
All the nightmares I have are here to stay.
Every wrong I make is never right
You're the reason why I scream at night.
If I could burn your body and all its sins
Then it's time to let my life begin.